Tag: American Literature

Jason Baldinger: “the aforementioned skyline”

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the aforementioned skyline

neither drugs or sunglasses best
parking lot halogen in sharonville
men sleep in their cars
heads groggy groundhog
up as people pass

this cheap motel surrounded
the other motel rustles
behind the tree line
the waffle house gives way
to skyline chili, to fast food
and big box chains
without a compass
there are no bearings
just endless small towns
swallowed by a shadow city

how would I know south of here
american anarchism bloomed
how would I know
la belle riviere is a whisper trace

waffle house takes out the trash
street cats shake
out of a lilac bush
skinny and skittery
about to take over the night

there is a pound of cheddar in the plastic
to go bag of the aforementioned skyline
too lazy to head south
toward the clang
of the underground railroad
I eat in my room
with cigarettes and black mold

as a representative of wealth
I lay out a shredded trail
a dairy bar feast
a transient gift
a yellow orange supply
to sustain a brood of hungry meows

consider it an offering
a small good thing
something that may bring the rain on
while there’s still ohio to go

About the Author: Jason Baldinger is a poet and photographer from Pittsburgh, PA. He is the co-editor of Trailer Park Quarterly and co-runs The Odd-Month Reading Series. He’s penned fifteen books of poetry the newest of which include: A History of Backroads Misplaced: Selected Poems 2010-2020 (Kung Fu Treachery), American Aorta (OAC Books) and This Still Life (Kung Fu Treachery) with James Benger. His first book of photography, Lazarus, was just released. He has two ekphrastic collaborations (with poets Rebecca Schumejda and Robert Dean) forthcoming. His work has appeared across a wide variety of online sites and print journals. You can hear him read from various books on Bandcamp and on lps by The Gotobeds and Theremonster.

Image Credit: Carol M. Highsmith “Nightime view of the Cincinnati, Ohio, skyline” (2016). Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress

Diana Rosen: “Running for the Bus in a Rainstorm”

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Running for the Bus in a Rainstorm

You’re balancing the tote of groceries
in one hand while holding an open
umbrella, rushing for the bus, trying
not to slip on the water rushing down
this hilly sidewalk.

An eccentric, effusive man bows, mumbles
something in a language only he knows,
sweeps an invisible path for you before
dashing to tell the bus driver to wait,
there’s another

rained-upon passenger. You thank him
profusely, but your savior is already on
his way to the back of the bus to do his
impersonation of Little Richard, complete
with elaborate

piano thumping, body gyrations, music
on he can hear. You sigh, offer thanks to
the bus gods, grateful for your quixotic
helper’s effusive kindness, hopeful you
can carry it forward.

About the Author: Diana Rosen is an essayist, poet, and flash writer whose first full-length hybrid book, “High Stakes & Expectations” is available from thetinypublisher.com She lives and works in Los Angeles where her “backyard” is the 4,200+ acre Griffith Park, the largest urban green space in the U.S. To read more of her work, please visit authory.com/dianarosen.

Image Credit: Harris & Ewing, photographer “Bus Transportation Driver” (1937). Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress

Cheryl A. Rice: “Fishing Both Sides of the River”

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Fishing Both Sides of the River
                       -for Mike James


Between heaven and Earth is orange,
binder I’ve been missing all my life.
Only fish you catch can see in color,
but the ones that can tend to stay
on the right side of the bank.
Reds around me, peevish, gregarious,
shy away from the unmitigated optimism
that is yellow. I see orange now
as the missing link, mediator who can
bring these disparate sides of my palette
back to sanity, plum a distant cousin,
aquamarine the troublesome hue
that started all the fuss.

About the Author: Twice a Best of the Net nominee, Cheryl A. Rice’s books include Dressing for the Unbearable (Flying Monkey Press), Until the Words Came (Post Traumatic Press), and Love’s Compass (Kung Fu Treachery Press). Her monthly column, The Flying Monkey, can be found at https://hvwg.org/, while her occasional blog, Flying Monkey Productions, is at http://flyingmonkeyprods.blogspot.com. Rice can be reached at dorothyy62@yahoo.com.

Image Credit: Public domain image originally from Our country’s fishes and how to know them London: Simpkin, Hamilton, Kent & Co.,[1902]. Image courtesy of the Biodiversity Heritage Library

John Dorsey: “On a Cold Afternoon at the Sit-N-Bull”

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On a Cold Afternoon at the Sit-N-Bull 

the kid behind the counter 
hesitantly asks
what happened to my eye 
& i hold in my anger 
just long enough to remember
that this is the only place in town
to get a halfway decent hamburger
where the coffee doesn’t taste like generational poverty
even though the water 
comes from that very same river
& i imagine his ancestors wearing coonskin caps
wiping the dirt from his face
& i wonder what happened 
to my eye too
& all of the things it once saw 
wiped away
like smudges of memory
like the manners we rarely use anymore
there are some questions 
we just shouldn’t ask.

About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.

Image Credit: Carol M. Highsmith “Modern diner, Pawtucket, Rhode Island” Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress

Samuel Prestridge

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Getting a Haircut from the Only Woman in Monroe County, Mississippi, Who Was Willing to Go to Funeral Homes in the Middle of the Night and Style the Hair of Corpses

My scalp listened, her fingers' telling
phone calls, 3 a.m., when the corpses 
were prepped.  She’d wash and dress their hair–                  
mom’s silvered pixie, granny’s blue helmet–                        .
turn death into a Sunday nap,                                               
so visitors would walk softly, whisper
what they’d left to say. 
                                            Wash, rinse, wash, rinse.                                  
She styled by pictures left for her
and aimed for open-casket—
no surprises, but covering surprises.
A gunshot to the temple might untoward
the familiar, might demand nightmare
comb-over; facial cruelties--slashes, 
crushed cheekbones--might be concealed 
by a Nora’s luxurious swoops,
cascading locks.
 
I thought how the dead missed out
on what her fingers said, the warmth
of her body on the back of my neck,
a flesh scent, almost floral,  I’d recognize today.
 
She told me she was never scared.
Indifferent to the opinions of the dead
or just not superstitious, I didn’t know.
I never asked if she talked to them 
the way she talked to me--if she passed on gossip, 
secrets, the way she’d pack a lunch.
 
I simply asked if she saw it as a sideline or a calling.
“The dead are only customers,” she said
and leaned me back to rinse my hair.

About the Author: Samuel Prestridge lives and works in Athens, Georgia.  He has published work in numerous publications, including Literary Imagination, Style, The Arkansas Review, As It Ought To Be, Poetry Quarterly, Appalachian Quarterly, Paideuma, The Lullwater Review, Poem, Pedagogy, and The Southern Humanities Review. 

 “I write poetry, he says, “because there are matters that cannot be directly stated, but that are essential to the survival of whatever soul we can still have.  Also, I’m no good at interpretive dance, which is the only other option that’s occurred to me.”

He is a post-aspirational man, and his children consider him an adequate father.  

Image Credit: John Margolies “Barber pole, Canton, Illinois” (1980)

G. M. H. Thompson: “Ruminations of an Airplane Passenger Before the Flight Turned Around & Returned to its Departure Airport”

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Ruminations of an Airplane Passenger
     Before the Flight Turned Around
          & Returned to its Departure Airport

Up thirty-five-thousand feet above the ground,
going around and around and around in circles
for more than an hour in this flying tin can,
and far below, Rapid City is choked in mist
to the point where you can't even see it,
as if a sorcerer had cast a spell & hidden the town
& perhaps the buildings are now toys in this conjurer's top hat,
& looking down at that Emerald City of clouds is dizzying
& the sickly yellow light of morning pains my eyes
for I have had no sleep in twenty-eight hours
& my parents are waiting for me at the airport
to take me to my sister's wedding in the Black Hills,
& all I can think about is what will happen
to my computer files if we should somehow crash.

About the Author: G. M. H. Thompson enjoys golden sunsets with fine wine, taking long walks on the beach, & getting to know you better.

Image Credit: Chase Dimock “Airplane Wing” (2024)

Kellie Diodato: “TAKING MY STUDENTS TO SEE THE MAYANS AND AZTECS BUT THEY TALK ME INTO STARING AT A BUNCH OF DEAD THINGS.”

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TAKING MY STUDENTS TO SEE THE MAYANS AND AZTECS BUT THEY TALK ME INTO STARING AT A BUNCH OF DEAD THINGS.

I. Essential question:
           What is taxidermy,
                         and how does taxidermy enhance
                          your understanding of both the physical and meta
                          physical world?

II. Lesson Objective:
           My students will make a scene. They will be awe-
           filled and giddy. They will gallop in stupendous motion,
           a herd of happy ponies. They will bounce up four flights
           on one foot to pretend-lick dinosaur bones, rush
           towards the ominous mosquito exhibit, and they will ask
           for my phone. They will want to take a jumping selfie
           one where they’re frozen in time, levitating over my multiple
           attempts at a headcount. I will not be able to say no to their massive
           bright and gleaming eyes when they ask,
           just ten more minutes!

III. Objects/Materials Needed:
          My students refer to the grizzly bear as “life-like”
          and a “giant stuffed-animal.” Do I break the mirage,
          tell them that these creatures were once as alive
          as they will feel walking back with me to school?
          Along the way, they will scream, cry, point towards a pigeon
          with its head stomped in. Blood trickles from the bird’s eyes
          every time it thrusts its broken neck towards the sky.
          They will urge me to call 9-1-1.

IV: Check for Understanding:
Where do we go when we die?

About the Author: Kellie Diodato recently completed her MFA in poetry at Columbia University School of the Arts. She works as a Humanities educator for middle school students. Her writing can be found in Lifelines: The Geisel School of Medicine at Dartmouth Literary and Art Journal, Some Kind Of Opening, and The Pinch, among others.

Image Credit: “Taxidermied musk ox” (1876) Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress

A Review of “If It Comes To That” By Marc Frazier

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Chuck Kramer Reviews

If It Comes to That

By Marc Frazier

…

Marc Frazier is a poet who often ends a poem with a bombshell—a turn of phrase, an insight, or even a question. His skill at producing powerful endings is one of the delights of reading his work in If It Comes to That, his fourth book of poems, this one from Kelsay books. In “Kahlo” he asks, “Who is who they wanted to become?” In “The Discovery” he ends by stating “…our adolescent lives move on. Always move on. And not much is learned.” In “Journal of the Plague Years: One,” he concludes: “I was the river once. He was the sea.”

These poems wrestle with questions of identity, elitism and privilege, life and death, especially death, as they engage in a constant conversation with the arts. Some begin with a poetic epigraph while others reference movies, painting and art.  This gives the poems a large canvas to explore as they deal with both contemporary issues and the dark, lonely corners of Frazier’s personal family history.

In that history he looks for answers, often from people who can’t speak, as in “To Grandmothers Deceased Before My Birth.” Yes, the dead are always with him and he’s filled with dread of his own death. Three poems grouped together —”The Visit,” “Pasture of Dead Horses” and “Gathering,”— present these concerns with sharp focus.

Underlaying all this is his identity as a gay man which he openly explores, presenting the many facets of its reality in poems like “The Blind Leading the Blind” about auto repair with his dad and “Weekly Ritual,” his lament for all the gossip and feminine intimacies he missed because his mom and sisters never went to a beauty parlor. 

What is a real pleasure in reading Frazier is his formal dexterity. While most of the poems are free verse, there are also prose poems, a villanelle, a pantoum, and an unusual attempt to wring poetry from pages of material heavy with redactions.  “bulletproof blanket” starts with a sales promo from the manufacturer and “The Reward” is Frazier’s reworking of a statement by Boston bomber Tsarnaev. Given the difficult nature of the material he started with, Frazier achieves limited, mixed results here.

Far more vibrant are those poems conceived as conversations with the arts: film (“Indochine”), paintings (“Rivera” and “Little Nude by Table”), and poetry itself by many authors such as Plath, Oliver, Williams, and Gallagher. Some are full of admiration while others are full of questions but each provides a new slant on the work of other artists.

“Journal of the Plague Years: One and Two” are a pair of poems full of sadness and loss, histories of a love gone awry and the ephemeral nature of human experience. These same themes also run through “If It Comes to That,” which ends by asking the question, “In the deafening dusk, do I fit in us?”

The book ends with “Incident on the Green Line” which explodes first in violence and then in unexpected optimism. Like the rest of the collection, it doesn’t shy away from contemporary reality but isn’t overwhelmed by it either, and that is what makes this book an important assemblage of incisive, well-crafted poems.

If It Comes To That by Marc Frazier
Kelsay Books/September 2023
Cover painting by Steven Ostrowski
113 pages
Reviewed by Chuck Kramer

John Compton: “i hear it through the static,”

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i hear it through the static,

each click, on & off, each
step further gone, closer come:
“we can be beautiful again”
quavers through empty
space, the white noise,
the shapeless lips curling
around each word. we can be
beautiful again—the noun,
the adjective: a second endeavor.

About the Author: john compton is a gay poet who lives with his husband josh and their dogs and cats. the latest book: the castration of a minor god (Ghost City Press; december 2022) and: blacked out borderland from an exponential crisis (Ethel Zine & Micro Press; aug 2023).

Image Credit: Mysid “An analog TV showing noise, on a channel with no transmission” Public domain image courtesy of Wikimedia.

Jason Ryberg: “The Calm Before”

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The Calm Before


It’s been another long and perilous week
but we’ve finally come around
to the relative calm of another Sunday afternoon.

And the sun has just now slipped away
behind a slate-grey bank of clouds
and the wind is still rolling around
in its dream-soaked sleep
over in the vacant, weed-clotted lot
across the street.

But the traffic ‘round town
churns and lurches
and then suddenly stalls,
lurches and stalls,
lurches and stalls
all with the passive-aggressive demeanor
of massive schools of tropical fish.

And so far,
it’s been another one of those
barren, bombed-out type of Sundays
wherein nothing really happens
and the weather and the time
fight a cold civil war of attrition
for a mere toehold on the day,
one of those days
when you just can’t seem
to get your bearings
or screw your head on straight
or locate your proper place
in a world full of places
where you don’t want to be,
people you don’t want to meet
and useless things you don’t need.

And all your meager thoughts
and sentences are randomly sprouting wings
(the very second they come into being, it seems)
and, somehow, the very likely likelihood
of (what in all likelihood would be)
some seriously white-hot sex is... no big thing,

and even Miles and Mingus and Monk
have, unprecedentedly,
misplaced their swing (surely
the problem couldn’t be
with you or me?).

Hell, it could only mean one thing:
the clouds,
the wind,
the traffic racing aimlessly around town,
the slow stalagmitization of seconds
into minutes into hours, 

otherwise known as our Indentured Servitude 
to Time (otherwise known as this Post-
Post-Modern Life of Ours),

they’re all larger parts of the sum
of the numb, melancholy calm
swelling before the storm
of Monday morning
comes rudely blundering in:

that vaguely ominous,
imminent negative
like an approaching tunnel
out of which
will eventually,
inevitably,
inescapably roar

a runaway freight train
haulin’ in nothin’
for you, baby,

but bills,
bad attitude
and diminished expectations

of everything.

About the Author: Jason Ryberg is the author of eighteen books of poetry, six screenplays, a few short stories, a box full of folders, notebooks and scraps of paper that could one day be  (loosely) construed as a novel, and, a couple of angry  letters to various magazine and newspaper editors.  He is currently an artist-in-residence at both  The Prospero Institute of Disquieted P/o/e/t/i/c/s  and the Osage Arts Community, and is an editor and designer at Spartan Books. His latest collection of poems is Fence Post Blues (River Dog Press, 2023). He lives part-time in Kansas City, MO with a rooster named Little Red and a Billy-goat named Giuseppe and part-time somewhere in the Ozarks, near the Gasconade River, where there are also many strange and wonderful woodland critters. 

Image Credit: Chase Dimock “New Mexico Intersection” (2021)