Savannah Lauren: “If I ever have a daughter”

If I ever have a daughter 

We will sit by her bed at night 
Sing a song that we co-write 
–These are my arms 
They are good arms 
I use them to (fill in the blank)– 
We will roadtrip through our bodies 
Drift around ankles 
Hug tightly to curves 
Slow down over bumps and ridges 
Name them and be not afraid of ourselves
 
I have never seen my mother’s stomach 
But if it’s anything like the top of her shoulders 
It’s a galaxy of freckles 
8-children’s worth of ribbon curl folds and 
Hills and valleys and deep veins of ore that we were forged from 
Carried within like we were on her starry-sloped shoulders 
A home before we knew that her hands would not always be ours 

If I ever have a daughter 
I will pull my shirt up every night 
We will count the stretch marks 
I will let her drive her hot wheels 
Down the scars that made her 
And the ones that were there 
before she came 

–This is my belly 
It is a good belly 
I use it to carry you always–

About the Author: Savannah Lauren is a poet and photographer living in Bushwick, Brooklyn, New York. The Bushwick part is very important to her, as are her small fox-dog, Morello, Vietnamese summer rolls, and the way the sun hits her disco ball in the winter. You can find her on twitter @sava_laur and on instagram @savannahlaurenphoto

Image Credit: Joaquín Sorolla “Mother” (1895) Public domain image courtesy of Artvee