What We’re Here for for bart solarczyk & bob phillips
your whole generation seemed to know how to swat away a compliment
kind words tossed into a river full of mud & rust born out of houses with tin roofs & tar paper hearts by men & women who knew the weight of factory gloves after so many years their fingers piercing the very edges of time
even poems are just about doing the job
like pushing a mop or wiping sweat away from your heart after the loss of a friend or a spouse or your sanity knowing that’s just what time does knowing you just have to keep putting the work in
because that’s what we’re here for.
About the Author:John Dorsey is the former Poet Laureate of Belle, MO. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Which Way to the River: Selected Poems: 2016-2020 (OAC Books, 2020), Sundown at the Redneck Carnival, (Spartan Press, 2022, and Pocatello Wildflower, (Crisis Chronicles Press, 2023). He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Image Credit: Carol M. Highsmith “Historic house with tin roof in Eutaw, Alabama” (2010) Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress
after you check my blood pressure you smile while threatening to steal my prized winter coat asking where i got it on a cold day in ohio so vivid that we can both almost still see it even though you were never there after nearly fifteen years one of the sleeves coming apart at the seams will require another glaze of gorilla glue before the winter sets in but like you some things are one of a kind i want to take you back into my past when everything still felt soft & smelled like a field of red carnations where you could feel my heart beating as i imagined wiping the snow from your lips & placing the coat over your slim shoulders in repose.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Image Credit: Harris & Ewing “Snow” (1936) Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress
the kid behind the counter hesitantly asks what happened to my eye & i hold in my anger just long enough to remember that this is the only place in town to get a halfway decent hamburger where the coffee doesn’t taste like generational poverty even though the water comes from that very same river & i imagine his ancestors wearing coonskin caps wiping the dirt from his face & i wonder what happened to my eye too & all of the things it once saw wiped away like smudges of memory like the manners we rarely use anymore there are some questions we just shouldn’t ask.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Image Credit: Carol M. Highsmith “Modern diner, Pawtucket, Rhode Island” Public domain image courtesy of The Library of Congress
after this everything becomes a grease stain in a field of tired hands caught in the rain where the paradise of youth just boxes you in until you can’t breathe you lick memories from your fingers to fill your stomach in the late afternoon until the blood from a day’s work tastes like honey until flowers that should be sweet just seem flawed & that’s exactly what you like about them.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
What to Do After You Don’t Die on the Table
get up
write a few things down
shake
thinking
they missed something.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Image Credit: “Operating room – eye institute” Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress
On the Prospect of Dying in December
not the end of the year
but maybe the end of your life
& you don’t know
if you should buy another calendar
you didn’t buy the one you have now
given away by the local bank
curling at the bottom
after an already brutal summer
you think about the winter of 1996
just before your grandfather
closed his eyes one last time
while smiling
knowing the battle
was almost over
thinking about when you sold calendars
over the holidays for the local bookstore
mostly of swimsuit models
who are grandmothers now
& kittens that are long dead
& butterflies that have flown away
& you wonder
how long it will be for you
on an unusually cool august morning
waiting for your ride
it won’t be long now.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
Image Credit: Harris & Ewing “Washington Snow Scenes” (1924) Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress
Poem for Tohm Bakelas
you are an old soul
with a heart full of stencils
with love mimeographed inside your chest
a born reader
a black rabbit trapped in a dusty shed
with empty cigarette cartons
& forgotten words of wisdom
hidden away in a field in new jersey
or some ohio trailer park filled with myth
your laugh is warhol’s never ending telephone
a collect call into the past
they don’t make them like you anymore brother
they never did.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
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Image Credit: John Margolies “Enterprise, Seaside Heights, New Jersey” (1978) Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress
Eating Gus’s World Famous Fried Chicken with Larry Gawel
this is life how it’s supposed to be
larry with a long dangling mop of silver hair
just off the highway
resting his arm
on a rainy friday afternoon
talking about alaska denver
spain & tokyo
& this garage has never felt so small
a leaky freighter
of all the things i’ll never do now
as hummingbirds wait out the weather
by my window
we run into town for stamps & chocolate ice cream
my friend brian felster’s life
began & ended on a boat in alaska in 1982
before he died at 48 surrounded by love
richard hugo laughed by a stream with buddha
on a deserted montana hiking path
in the middle of the afternoon
larry’s glasses are drenched in rain
as we come in from outside
he is a springsteen song
always born to run
& he will never die
or run out of chicken.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.
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Image Credit: John Margolies “Chicken cowboy billboard, Elko, Nevada” (1991) Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress
Cancer Song #9
your first mri
you have to be pulled out 3 times
hardly able to breathe
now they place a towel over your face
& offer you a warm blanket
& some easy listening music
piped into your headphones
& it almost feels like you’re on vacation
& you dream about staying in there forever
safe from the outside world
somewhere cancer & time can’t follow you
& you think about squeezing a button
& ordering a cold drink
& asking about the inflight movie.
About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com