John Dorsey: “On the Prospect of Dying in December”

On the Prospect of Dying in December

not the end of the year
but maybe the end of your life
& you don’t know 
if you should buy another calendar
you didn’t buy the one you have now
given away by the local bank
curling at the bottom 
after an already brutal summer
you think about the winter of 1996
just before your grandfather 
closed his eyes one last time
while smiling 
knowing the battle 
was almost over
thinking about when you sold calendars 
over the holidays for the local bookstore
mostly of swimsuit models 
who are grandmothers now
& kittens that are long dead
& butterflies that have flown away
& you wonder 
how long it will be for you
on an unusually cool august morning
waiting for your ride

it won’t be long now.

About the Author: John Dorsey is the former poet laureate of Belle, Missouri and the author of Pocatello Wildflower. He may be reached at archerevans@yahoo.com.

Image Credit: Harris & Ewing “Washington Snow Scenes” (1924) Public domain image courtesy of the Library of Congress

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